Soon enough, I was on the local phone chatline, talking to guys who told me all about the world of poz pigs: bugchasers, giftgivers, conversion parties. Bareback porn felt dangerous and intense and exactly right. But when I was about 25, I discovered bareback porn, and it was the hottest thing I'd ever seen: these guys freely gave up their asses to raw tops, BEGGING for loads, celebrating cum instead of fearing it.
Throughout my 20s, I was extremely careful to use condoms all the time, even in committed relationships.